I hate when I can't sleep.  I hate it more when my sleep is broken by disturbing dreams that affect my reality the next day.  Though I should have gotten a full 8, I think it was really only 5, certainly not in one shot, though.

The biggest problem was the dreams.  You know those nights where you have dreams that seem so real that you wake up the next morning still affected by them?  That's the sort of night I had.  I'm trying not to be angry with certain people who "wronged me" in my sleep.  I'm also trying to remember why, exactly, I feel angry with them.

These were pretty unpleasant dreams.

I can find subconscious reasons for some of it.  There's one person I've been angry with for a while and holding back, lying in wait for the right time.  Amusingly enough, I'm RL angry at him, and while he did wrong me in dreams, I'm no more angry than I was before.

Others, though, have not only done *nothing* wrong, I can't imagine why they would.  The dream scenarios I experienced are pretty far from anything one would expect to happen in the real world.  And yet, I cannot shake this feeling that I have valid reasons to be angry with them.

This is not something I want to explain to people I dreamt about.  I fear that avoidance of those specific people could easily prompt them to demand an explanation, but spending time with them could cause me to act bitter and strained only because, as ridiculous as I know it is, I am still angry.

*shakes head*

This is really ridiculous.  I hate the way my mind works sometimes.  I'm really not angry at anyone, just at their behaviors that came from somewhere deep inside my twisted, sleeping mind.

~FG };^>