Ugh.  It's true.  I feel HORRIBLE.  I don't want another one...  I don't want any more.  I am done.

I opened a fresh pack this morning, made it through 14 of them.  Broke 6 in half.  Threw them all and all the butts away.  Tomorrow I clean the ashtrays.  I am DONE SMOKING. 

This is going to be very difficult, I know that from past experience, but I'm really ready to kick this habit.

So...  apologies to everyone for the bitchiness that is exceptionally likely to occur in the next few days...  weeks...  I don't know how long, but be nice to me...  be supportive.  I really mean this and I've been planning it for a while. 

*kicks habit*

~FG };^>